Of all the stupid things to worry about

I can't decide whether or not to renew my Martha Stewart Living subscription. I know, this makes me a weenie of the highest order.

I'd pretty much decided not to bother, figuring I could use that $28 more constructively (or, you know, give it to some who needs it). I don't always have time to read it, although I enjoy it when I do, and it seems somewhat wasteful. But then the other week, I was at the grocery store, walked past the magazines, saw there was one I didn't have, and wanted to buy it, thinking my subscription had already run out.

So now I'm wondering, if I'm just giong to want to buy it every month, then it's stupid to NOT renew, since it'll cost me twice that to buy it off the news stand every month. But maybe I jsut need to brak the addiction, and I'll be fine, right?

Of all the stupid things to be thinking about. Someone just shoot me please?